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Friday, May 22, 2009

Missing him...



Leaving by him...it's very painful...seminggu sblm dia gi aku dh rs pedihnya. Depression slowly wrapping me...Apatah lg ari aku hntr dia, hanya ALLAH je tau betapa beratnyer ati nie. Nasib baik Kak Jue ader skali, kalu x aku dok nangis sorg2 dlm keta tu..

Sampai umah mlm tu, keja aku megelamun jer. Kejap2 call dia...kejap2 call dia. Nangis 2 jgn ckp la..dpn dia mmg aku x tnjk, tp dlm phone, smpai xleh nk ckp. Dia pn smpai xtau nk wat per. Nk tido pn nangis..tido dgn air mata...

Esoknyer aku keja mlm. Tghari tu ader latihan tarian. Abis latihan, bdk2 nie nk main bowling..aku nk join gk, tp diorg x bg sbb aku keja mlm. Aku x kira, nk gi jgk! Aku xleh dok kt umah tu, nnt asik dok nangis jer..Sampai kul 7 ktorg main bowling kt BTS. Balik tu singgah Pizza Hut..ms tggu mknn tu aku b'SMS dgn MyLove. Tetiba dia kata dia sunyi sgt..mcm nk nangis. Rupanyer dia pn mcm aku gk. Cuma y bezanyer, dia xder kwn kt sna nk enjoy..dia lg perit dr aku..aku dh x tahan lg,aku nangis ms tu gk..nasib baik kau ader kekwn yg memahami n memberi support kt aku..thanx zila,muddy n iliani..

Everyday, SMS  n call x prnh tggl...setelah 3 hari b'jauhan tetiba dia kta hjg mggu nie dia nk blk..aku aper lg suka giler. Nasib baik ari sabtu aku keja pg, so aku boleh la amik dia kt Pudu after shift. Actually, ari sabtu nie ader kenduri kt umah sepupu MyLove, but he said that he want to spend time wif me 4 the whole day...he so romantic person...I Luv U, MyLove...

Hari nie..aku M.C coz of migraine. Actually dr semlm lg ms keja aku dh rs sakit kepala yg teramat sgt..mkn pn x lalu, nausea but not vomitting..Kak ros hntr aku gi clinic. Dpt la M.C for today..Is it an effect of my feeling depress or stress?

But anyway, i hope tommorow i will get well..hopefully. To see him, i feel energetic!hahahha...